Sunday, December 31, 2006

Happy New Year


And so I am once again in the country of big cars, big roads and food store filled with terribly tempting food. The trip was pretty awful and tiring, what with the 2h queue for securiy at Gatwick and the tiniest leg room ever fo a flight across the Atlantic. But I survived it so far, and was glad to get through another security check that took about 30minutes in Philadelphia. I got a pretzel and a small (american size so it's only 1L) pink lemonade...mmmmmm

I am now rested and sleepy. but it's nice to have daylight up till 5ish, give that so far I have slept throgh most part of the morning.

I expect no fireworks today. Just a bit of food, loud music, drunk college people.

Monday, December 25, 2006

Happy...happy Christmas and New Year

There are people who cry of joy and happiness, and those who blush and loose their tongue. And everyone should experience both at least once in their life. I did, after my belly filled up with Ikan Bumbu Bali and red wine, and with the warm confort and company of 2 great friends: Hobbes - aka Moo Moo- and Bambi. The light was right, the air got thick, and it was one of those moments that seem so bright in memory.

And so I go on facing the terrible grey fog around me, wrapped in that fuzzy warm feeling that will keep me cheered up for a long time again.

I have no words to convey my contentment. I do hope to spread the feeling around me.

Thank You.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Karaoke: All I want for Christmas...

Lost in fantasy

I forgot to metion that on Halloween day, a group of very excited people worked their back off to dig holes in the park and plant palm trees. But I suppose back then the weather was clear and warmish and din't remind them at all that it was autumn. As if in some part of their collective brain were bent to force the winter season to never touch this blessed island. Well, tough luck! Winter has now come to claim its hold, and I wonder what the palm trees' spirits would think in the 3C and -1C temperature.

Lately though, I felt that parallel worlds were more visible. Is it because of the magic of Christmas or the fact that the cold weather gives brain freeze and only the few sensitive cells to be working? After all, how do you differentiate a delirium with a legitimate out of this world vision?

In my case, it seems that all around me, fatanstic worlds are appearing and coexisting with this so called physical world. Reading Terry Pratchett's books populates my mind with wizards, giant turtles and clueless tourists in a world of almost believable dragons, octarine color and time travelling. My friend Zabador is being lured down the vortex of WOW (sniff, the World Of Warcraft is so big we cannot just ignore its impact on our lives). And I cannot make out what I really want for myself as a career or partnership.

It is only momentarily comforting to wrap oneself in the coziness of this end of year season, as the aftermath of the festivities is looming over our head, with grim work boredom, short dayligh, and emotional pain.

But as I close my eyes and see the sparkling and exciting worlds that could be, and the things that can or could have happen, I file the depressing physical world behind my image of Wentworth Miller, and will deal with it soon enough in time. Let me believe that people are good and kind, and that my loved ones are safe and happy as well.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Caro nome (Rigoletto-VERDI)



(Maria Callas, 1956)
Caro nome che il mio cor festi primo palpitar,
Le delizie dell'amor mi dêi sempre rammentar!

Col pensier il mio desir a te sempre volerà,
E fin l'ultimo sospir, caro nome, tuo sarà.

Col pensier il mio desir a te sempre volerà,
E fin l'ultimo mio sospir, caro nome, tuo sarà.

Col pensier il mio desir a te sempre volerà,
A te volerà, fin l'ultimo sospir, fin l'ultimo sospir, caro nome,
tuo sarà.

Caro nome tuo sarà, il mio desir a te ognora volerà,
Fin l'ultimo sospiro tuo sarà!

Gualtier Maldè!.. Gualtier Maldè!..
Caro nome che il mio cor festi primo palpitar, (Borsa: E là.)
E fin l'ultimo sospir, (Ceprano: Miratela.) (Cortigiani: Oh, quanto è bella!)
Caro nome tuo sarà. (Marullo: Par fata od angiol.)
Gualtier Maldè!.. Gualtier Maldè!.. (Cortigiani: L'amante è quella
di Rigoletto! Oh, quanto è bella!)

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Order, Order


This is the Royal Courts of Justice. Across the road are the building of Kings college. And between them, a formidable dragon stands up to the traffic on a high column that splits the wind that flows up to St Paul Cathedral. Without the multicolored buses, cars, bicycles and other (almost)metallic machines, the date could be sometime in 19th century. Its gothic architecture and the dragon outside invites to toughts of magic, wizards, unexplained powers, strong and wise powers.

Upon entering the building (ignore the metal detectors), I felt tranported into that era of magic and fairy tales. It is the place where Justice prevails, in its cold and beautiful hard stone and wood temple. light would fall upon the blindfolded figure of the assembly, and Justice would be fairly delivered in a magical, satisfying, and beatifying way.

After wandering about the great corridors, and loosing ourselves like arguments thrown out between sollicitors, we finally decided on a court room to visit. Court room 19 held a hearing of a financial case that we didnt quite understand until 45minutes into the hearing. His Lordship the Judge had decided to clear his head and speak his thoughts to explain the matter at hand to himself. It was then made clear to himself, and to us poor bored ignorant, that the witness was complaining about some £100 000 that were due to his company by another fellow in the audience. But there were 6 big files of evidence that the sollicitors argued upon, and so many accountancy detailts that bothered us, so we fled the scene and let Justice work its way. That was not magic at work, it was poor human mind, obstructed by the heaviness of lunch and naptime trying to sort out among huge amount of details...a train wreck in the making.

So we were in the corridors again, spotting the black robes of sollicitors speeding with their grey curles wigs. And they indeed could pass for wizards (except for the wig part). One such big belly man invited us to another court room, which appreared to contain much uniformed policemen. The room was much bigger, with a really high ceiling that was adorned by a graceful candelabra (without the candles, alas). Dusty books filled both sidewalls, and on the right, a human cage contained another uniformed policeman in uniform (such an anachronism to my 19th century theme). We sat behind what looked like the prosecutor. Speaking before 2 judges was a man in a pink/salmon/orange polo shirt, with papers all over the table in front of him. He seemed panic-stricken and completely disorganized. We were a bit surprised he was not wearing the black robe. We tried to figure out from his references from the files dispersed in front of him the nature of the case, but it was a bit complicated and we gave up after 15 minutes fo pape discussion. Outside the court room, our kinf host inquired about us and explained the speaker was the prisoner defending himself and appealing for a case that happened in 1995 (a heist of thousands of pounds).

In any case, the place was magical, but the exercise of Justice sure didn't feel like magic. Seemed all very bureaucratic (12 folders of evidences in the last case), and completely mind exhausting task. I love the atmosphere in the ground floor hall though, as it is a place where one is inspired by the balance of light, stone and wood. It is probbaly the only place where one can take a break peacefully under the eye of lady Justice.

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Do you believe in Fairies?

Ahem, yes I do!
I wasn't too sure what sort of show I was going to see on Tuesday, but I knew it would be somewhere I have never been so that was already worth the trip. After a nice sunbath in bed (the only few times I get sunrays is between 08:00 and 10:30am), I equipped myself with my best mood and my strongest determiantion to have a walk in Wimbledon area (45min by tube). The weather was getting cloudy with all the polar winds blowing about (no tornadoes this time), but I had double dose of left over lasagna to keep me grounded.

Met a lonely colleague (still looking for her screename/alias), and was shown about the Wimbledon village. It reminded me of Paris suburb, the one in Sceaux or towards Versailles...so posh, clean and proper. I wondered if I could spit in the streets? maybe not. After walking to the Thai Budhist temple, and breathing so much clean air, I was offered some Chinese home cooking before we went on to the purporse of my visit...



And so it turned out that 'Fonzie' from 'Happy Days' was playing Captain Hook...It was my first ever pantomime: it started out like a musical, with dances and songs with the London skyline as a background. Then most characters asks the audience for its opinion ('do you know where Tinkerbell is hiding, boys and girls?'). They used and mixed songs from various movies, including Rocky, Star Wars, Grease, Saturday Night Fever, and many more I did not recognize. They also have parents dancing and singing silly noises, and throw toilet paper rolls at the audience while we are singing from the top of our lungs (or was it just me?). And most importantly, they shot water from waterguns at the audience.

All in all, a quite fun experience even if we were among the oldest kids on the balcony. It was easy for Tinkerbekll to get better after drinking the poison intended for Peter Pan, given that in that area, most people probably believe in fairies...it is almost in the countryside after all, and the woods were not so far away.

Monday, December 11, 2006

Electra scissorhands

First off, the link to the song posted before. I have no idea why the cat meows in the song, but it must be some inside joke between the songwriters:)



And now for Electra....
She chose it because it means The Truth, Light, and anything blinding. She was meant to take advantage of free tickets for a great party and ended up spendin the evening beating me at Ligretto, then Mikado (I only won at dominoes and dodo:)

She was the more depressed as she tore off her pyjama to make up a stylish t-shirt with open back...LOL. So anyone who would be kind to her, please get her new PJs, preferably ones that she can rip off.

Note that similar ripped off tees are available on Brick Lane at a price no lower than £15...I wont leave her with my PJs.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

All I do is dream of you

All I do is dream of you
The whole night through
With the dawn, I still go on
Dreaming of you
You're every thought
You're everything
You're every song I ever sing
Summer, winter, autumn and spring.

And were there more
Than twenty-four hours a day,
They'd be spent in sweet content
Dreamin' away

When skies are gray
When skies are blue
Morning, noon and nighttime too
All I do the whole day through
Is dream of you

It's cat's meow!

All I do the whole day through
Is dream of you!

[from Singin' in the rain]

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Jingle bells

Saturday was sunny! So I escaped my newly curtained indoor to join the crowd on oxford Street, unsuspecting the major shopping spree that was going on until I realized they blocked off the street to all vehicle. Among the hordes of families and suburb gangstas, there were many Santas, a truck promoting the Tour de France, an asian/scottish band...


Then walking on to Oxford Circus, I came upon fake snow falling in the wind and four huge white balloons carrying dancers/acrobats moving along some deafening seasonal music. It was very nice but the cold was eating my ears despite the crowd packing itself together to watch the dancers and take pictures with their phones...and this is the kind of footage you get with a crappy mobile phone like mine:




On my way home, I managed to grab a program of the Spitalfields Festival and hopefully will catch a free concert or a choir sometime in the coming week..a yuletide season without music is unacceptable.