Here are the translated lyrics of the song from 'nana'. And I do feel like this....
can’t count the nights when I’ve hoped tomorrow won’t come
I’ve lost my dreams and my love; lashed by the rain, I’m crying, crying, crying…
What do I need to do
To be able to live as I am, without dressing myself up?
I can't even believe in myself, so what should I believe in?
The answer is so close that I can’t see it
I cry black tears
I have nothing, I’m so sad
Unable even to put it into words
My whole body begins to ache
I can’t take being alone
At night I grew tired of crying and drew my face, yet it wasn’t my face
I need to stop hiding my weakness and putting on a smile
Is it the hardest thing in the world
To live without dressing oneself up?
If I could have something from you, I want something intangible
I no longer need things that can break
Even if I cry black tears and scream
Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face
And I’ll come up against the same pain
If those days are going to continue
Then I want to go far away
Even though I know it's selfish of me...
I cry black tears
I have nothing, I’m so sad
Unable even to put it into words
My whole body begins to ache
I can’t take being alone
Even if I cry black tears and scream
Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face
And I’ll come up against the same pain
If those days are going to continue
Then I want to go far away
Even though I know it's selfish of me...
3 comments:
wow, if you feel like this, you feel pretty bad :( At least, the situation can only improve ! Good luck in your job search :D
Wow - you really can't stand it can you? If you are referring to your personal life then being alone is a bitch - I should know as I am riding her... but better to be on your own waiting for that someone than being in a relationship with somebody who shatters your dreams... Quality Panda, not qunatity... You'll find that Wentworth substitute soon....
As for work - well if you really hate it then you should go - don't make my mistakes. Am sure that new position within the company will be yours very soon. But IMHO if you find something else first take it - stay in AP for the minimum amount of time possible. There are plenty of companies out there with Panda defecencies....
I am pretty much feeling the same :(
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